I’ve fallen so in love with my life in Wildwood. I’ve made the most amazing friends and memories that go with them. I can’t believe summer is half over, I never want it to end.
guy who kicked me out of my room so he could fuck my roommate: “well it was nice meeting you, see you later”
me: “yeah probably not”
How is it possible to feel this alone with so many people who love me around? Always one step forward and two back. I don’t know how to get out of this rut.
When the moment comes to stop running from your past, to turn around and face the thing you thought you could not face―the moment when your life teeters between giving up and getting up―when that moment comes, and it always comes, if you can’t get up and you can’t give up either, here’s what you do: Crawl.
I feel like I’m at a point in my life where certain things that used to be important to me no longer are and I need to focus on what’s happening now and move on past the things that I’m so worried about letting go of.